hahaha ok well for my words of wisdom today, just let me inform you of this quick tidbit. DO NOT LET YOUR FOREST GROW OUT OF CONTROLL!!!! Trust me.. not cool... cause then it turns into a jungle, ok... we still don't know everything about jungles... so don't let your forest turn into a jungle... to cut down jungle its very long strenuous delicate work (40 mins for me... hehehe)For those compleatly lost... theres no hope for you... well that was my words of wisdom... goodnight.
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Jan. 1st, 2006 @ 12:50 am
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ok first of all.... fangz.... i know your mad at me.... i drank.... once a year isn't bad.... ok ... if i spell something wrong im sorry... anyhow... it new years eve i want to give everyone i know a real big kiss *KISS* its our 16th yeah... some of you its our 17th, maybe 18th... well i just wanna tell everyone, happy new years. |
Well people, how are you? Whats going on?
Tonight is gonna be great, friends... movies... and lot of fun!!!
To all those that have no one to be with tonight... im sorry, cheer up theres always next year.
And to all those that do have someone... remember to kiss at midnight...
I'll post at midnight and give everyone a huge kiss!!
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Dude... no dude seriously... DUDE!!!! seriously.... dude... yeahh.... god im sweet lol. Well right now its 3:33... kinda weird... double that and u got 666 the numba of the beast!! mwahahahahaha anyways like i said its 3:33 and i want fucken donuts!! Honey bee's opens at 6 i can't wait!! ima gonna get me some donuts!!! Anyhow, how was your guys christmas... my, as far as gift getting, SUCKED!!! i got a bag of leftover halloween candy..... a blanky.... and a 20 questions game.... Yeah, thats it.... o and $100 but i mean... THATS IT!!! IT SUCKED!!! Anyhow, al's chillen downstairs sleeping... more then likely on my bed.... that bastard! MWHAHAHAHA but seriously dude... lol. All in all tho christmas wasen't to bad.... i got to drive with my dad for like 6 hours... which is sweet!!! I love driving with my dad... we get into the deepest conversations. O another thing guys... i might goto cali for college... this is a very recent change of college. I've always wanted to goto ITT but.... yesterday i saw this comercial for ITT... it only offers limited credility.. which is a huge bummer. Not only that tho but its seemed like they changed into more of a military tech school.... thats great and all but im not sure they could use a video game designer/web developer there... maybe but i doubt it. *sigh* anyhow my dad offered a school in cali, i think he said UCLA. Which is tottaly cool cause i want to get out of this horrible state!!! I HATE MICHIGAN, w/e tho. but anyhow yeah so thats another option... still don't know how ima gonna pay for it... but i will. 2 and a half hours.... i love donuts ppl!!! Well happy belated christamaquanzahonayularamasis im sorry if i left something out. And hey just remember u can't be sad, u have friends, family, and your alive so hell it can't be that bad *wink* and if it is that bad hehe let me make it better *wink wink* hehehe talk to ya laterz toodles kiddos |
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Well guys, girls, and everything in between, hahahaha. How's it going? right now its 6:18 in the mourning ima gonna try to pull a 48 hour. 1 problem... i can't seem to get enough food!!! ive already had 1 toaster strudle (apple) and 2 bagels.... at this rate im gonna need like a 12 course meal to fill me up. Well last night... err... this mourning err... w/e... i talked to fangz for like 7ish hours, it was pretty cool. Erin, i talked w/ u awhile, also pretty cool. And i talked to that kid that is spinning around on his finger... mwahahaha al, dude i love u man. Seriously tho... im going to take over the world al, starting with mexico. If u would like to join me then u can be my second in command... if not, u will be the first to die... sorry dude.. i'll have to poison your drink or something! mwhahahaha o another thing... Alaska, Antartica, and Cananda is already claimed, i promised Fangz she could have it... she's gonna build an ice palace in Antartica. Anyhow, dude u and your women haha... need to join me. Fangz is gonna cloan me 400,000 well.. me's i suppose... and there gonna be made w/ the pain feeling so like they'll be bleeding to death and not even care!! mwahahahaha. Ok so heres the plan, since we'll have little resistince, mexico is are first target! Then with all the mexicans we'll be able to command we'll take over cuba. OK so we have a workforce, money, and the biggest controlling power... drugs! So while controlling these two countrys, we'll go underground for about 2 years while are henchmen train the mexicans and cubans to show bloody massacur. Then we'll break the bourders and send lots and lots of drugs into america, everyone will become baked and thats our time to act, well take out headfigures and quickly gain controll. mwahahaha ok and then from there we just threaten everyone else to give in. sounds good to me! mwahahaha, prolly wouldn't work like that... and for legal matters this is all a joke, there is no real intention of doing any of this in and time or place blah blah blah... but thats just for legal matters... mwahahaha
so what do u think.... how bout this... i'll even put you i charge of world entertainment. mwahahahahaahahahaha. O will also give courtney a cottage in canada with a moose named dwain!! and a Welsh Corgy. heh, then i will adopt some random kid or have a kid.. which ever... and name him Flince, flince will unfortunetly die in a tragic lightning bolt accident :( more Flince, if only his tv show was on. O and another thing, all computers will obey me!!! they will do what i say when i tell them to do it. Im sick of this "PLEASE WAIT" BS its not cool, when i click on a link i expect to instantly be there.. its really hard to surf porn when u got a loading bar in front of you!!! lol *yawn* Well thats the end of my senseless rambling,
have a nice mourning and i suppose day if i don't talk to you later. Seeya toodels!
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ok, since my last post i have successfully stared at my computer..... i called courtney... she's going to a family party.... u know i'd call u erin but... i think it would be kinda ackward w/o al there... AL U NEED TO GET YOUR ASS OVER HERE!!! WHO THE FUCK ELSE AM I GONNA WONDER AROUND AIMLESSLY WITH!?!?!?! *sigh* what am i to do what am i to do??? i really just wanna walk around with someone talk hang out be crazy!!! but who?? who??? lalala whooooooo are you who? who? who? who? lalala lol whooooo are you.... ok im good..... AHHHHHH im going out of my mind!?!?!?! mind wait? what? lol wow.... im laughing at myself lol... ahhhhh..... lol..... ok ok ok..... simmer down now!!! lol...... pow..... im good im good.... ok now.... what am i gonna do!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
Dec. 17th, 2005 @ 08:01 pm
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DUDE!!!! im like freakin out man!!!!!! wow... i had two monsters today, and im CRAZY!!! i need to do something, get out maybe screw something... mwhahahaha... i fell happy! IN MY PANTS!!!! no not really, but hell i could be lol but seriously, im at home, just got home a few minutes ago from work. AND IM BORED!!! lol what a surprise right? hehehehe ahhhh i feel GRRRRRREAT!!! lol wow.... you know one day i want someone to ask me "ARE U OUT OF YOUR FREAKING MIND???" and then i wanna do the something and then they sayd "YOU REALLY ARE OUT OF YOUR FREAKING MIND!!!" hahahahahhahaha that would be so funny right, right! da dump da dump da dump da dump.... dump? i dunno!!! but really guys, im bored.... i sick of sitting here,... i've only been here for.. ummm 3 mins.... shit.... im in trouble.... hmmm? who ussully does stuff? i dunno...
anyhow im all hyped up on the M as we shall call it, sooooo.... gimmi a call someone, ANYONE!!! lets talk, maybe chill, im not doing anything tommarow... shit i can't spell... hahahaha who cares!!! mwahahahaa... ok ENOUGH!!! FATALITY!! DAT PHAN WINS!! lol... woah.... hehehehehehe seriously CALL MEEEE AHHHHH. hmmmm welll.... lesse.... ummmm.... bye!!!
Dec. 17th, 2005 @ 07:47 pm
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don't u wish that sometimes u could just move? Get out of your life, go someplace no one knows you and start a new life? A successful one where you could start a new life? Al's had this chance, he would clame that its not as great as you might think. Al has bonds with everyone, so many friends, and the ability to become friends with just about anyone. If i could have half that ability, omg, but maybe thats my problem, im tryng to be him and not myself. But myself how do i express it? Im not gonna lie, im afraid, im afraid of peoples opinions. How can i express to everyone else my thoughts and feelings? It confuses me, maybe i think to much? im not sure, im something i hate... im ruled my fear... fear of others, my close friends just tell me to be myself... what is myself? im not just one person i have many different moods, happy... sad... this feeling of maybe insacurity... and god i can't spell for anything... Im just so confused. When i seem to open up to people it seems to drive me farther from them... why?? My sister, she knows alot about me, she moved away. Not her fault but still even tho it isn't her fault it still feels like it... Katie, now this one really hurts maybe im just a deadbeat loser... hah there i go insulting myself... but she really made me stumble. i tell her i like her and what happends? she won't even talk to me now. *sigh* what can i do? I just want to be open w/ everyone, just be like hey your cute, or hey lets hang out, or hell why not "hey lets makeout after school!" FUCK!! how the hell do u ask someone that????? *sigh* bound by my own chains... I've been quiet for so long... so long have i just sat at the back... took in everyone elses thoughts and opinions and broken it down... what do i do now? *sigh* Al, i envy u, i really do. You have everything i wish i had, and maybe thats my problem.... i need to cut my own path, but its pretty hard when theres just a wall there isn't it? Am i an emo, no not really... this is just a way to release my thoughts... al misses everyone... honestly... i don't think i would miss anything... i don't know why, maybe its me that really had the commitment problem al..... maybe.... i dunno, i hold onto things very lightly and let them slip thorough my fingers... ok lemme organize what i have said
1) I want to fit in, i want to join in the crowd and speak my opinion but am afraid to.
2) I want someone to care about and care about me. Someone closer then just a friend.
3) I want to be ME i want to express ME and i want everyone to understand ME because if everyone else does then maybe i'll start to...
Listien everyone, u chose to read this, this is like a diary to me, this is me, just a confused wreck living day to day. Im sorry this is really emo, but like i said this is like my diary. This is the only way i can express my feelings. *sigh*
Good night everyone, sweetdreams. Remember theres always someone looking after you.....
Dec. 14th, 2005 @ 10:47 pm
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Once upon a time there was a caterpillar name Angus, named because his father loved angus burgers. Angus’es mother was a juicy bottle of succulent steak sauce. Anyhow as Angus grew he discovered that he detested the greens on which all small fuzzy caterpillar depend on. As a baby his mother fed him her succulent steak sauce. As Angus grew he moved to eating only the juiciest, delicious meat around.
As Angus grew up his father always told him about the ultimate meal. The greasy fat filled bacon, the scrumptious soft bun that had been marinated over and over with the greatest syrup ever. The egg patty, nicknamed “Hockey Puck”, that has sat on the grill since the start of the mourning. As well as the sausage that just is so very tender that by just putting it in your mouth it dissolves with is rainbow of splendid flavors. The Mc Griddle is the meal im talking about.
The Mc Griddle was the legendary food of the greatest caterpillar gods! Poor Angus was well aware that this legendary food may only be a myth. Still the strong, luminescent images he had of the Mc Griddle told him that it was no myth.
Angus knew where he had to go and knew what he had to do. Angus had to bravely travel through the grotesque maggot villages to arrive at the holy temple of Mc Donalds. Only once there at the great temple did he have a chance of fulfilling his dream of taking a bite out of the legendary Mc Griddle.
The maggots are a ferocious species that will eat only grotesque, moldy, rotten foods. Angus knew that traveling to the temple would be one of the hardest tasks known to caterpillars. As Angus traveled though maggot infested territory he heard the disgusting sounds of matter being ruthlessly ripped and torn apart and then being hastily devoured. This area was not something Angus was used to, the ground was gray and black with occasional yellow stripes that seemed to go on forever. And by maggot villages there was nothing but the gray and black rock and rock and the decay of everything that had once lived. Large monsters with 4 black legs that spun and seemed to move by without the hesitation of killing anything in its way. These enormous, uncaring beasts made a long rumbling in the ground which shook the whole entirety of Angus’s soul definitely scarred him more then the maggots.
As Angus crossed the barren desert of rock and rubble he began to see a large cliff, a cliff that stood between him and his goal. After hours of the heavy rumblings in the ground, the blazing sun and then nightfall, Angus arrived at the cliff. Angus decided to camp out at the base of this mighty cliff that he would have to climb. Angus’s night of sleep was the most horrifying night ever. The night was dead, no crickets, no swaying of the grass and specifically Angus didn’t have his warm cozy bed to sleep in, and even worse then that, Angus had no food.
When Angus awoke the sky was still dark and Angus knew that by the time he made it to the top of this cliff it would be light out. So with no time to waste Angus began scaling this rough and ragged cliff. The climbing was easy until the light in the sky started to rise. Angus had to stop and listen for the rumblings were getting louder. When Angus turned around to see, he knew his journey was about to end. One of the enormous beasts with four black rolling legs were heading directly at Angus with incredible speed. Angus prepared for that instant death feeling. He waited and waited for the feeling that never came, the feeling of being crushed. The sound of every supporting limb and bone just snapping under the enormous amount of pressure. The taste of blood spewing forth as his inner organs explode. But nothing came, as angus opened his eyes the first that hit him was the extremely pungent smell of the circular object in front of him. As Angus gasped for fresh air, a breeze came in and granted him time enough for that one gasp of fresh air. With this limited amount of air Angus was motivated to climb the rest of this cliff, and FAST!
Above the cliff Angus was able to see the holy temple of Mc Donalds. Angus decided to cross the rough, rocky surface that stood in front of him. As Angus crossed he began to see something that reminded him of home. Angus was never happier to see the green of the grass and the brown of the dirt. Angus began to speed up his step to reach the green of the grass. Again, he felt the rumbling in the ground. Angus stopped and looked around, then he saw them. Large oval objects with groove’s on the bottom. These oval were smashing anything it landed on, besides the ground which held firm, Angus started running with fear. The first oval came down right in front of him, as Angus turned around another oval came down in front of him, the one behind him was now lifting allowing and escape for Angus, one that Angus was not going to miss. Angus started running but the ovals were coming down everywhere. Angus knew the only safe place was in the grass and that he needed to make it there. Angus made a mad dash to the grass, going around, under, and even once through these giant ovals, and finally making it to the grass.
Angus began to have second thoughts about his journey. Was all the danger worth it to get the legendary food, was it worth his life? There were so memories that he wanted to expand on. Although, Angus had already completed the hardest parts of the journey and would surely die of starvation if he headed back now. Angus decided that he was going to finish this journey and return home and with that goal set, Angus headed off towards the doors of the holy temple. Angus followed the edge of the rocky desert and the lush green grass. After awhile the sun had begun to riser higher in the sky. Angus at last arrived at the holy doors of Mc Donalds. As Angus observed the doors he noticed that they only open for the giant ovals that smash the ground. Angus had to get into the holy temple! Even from outside he could smell all the different foods inside. So the determined caterpillar time the door just right with the smashing ovals and slipped inside before the doors closed. What he found scared him, just as much as everything else on this journey. What Angus found was the giant ground smashing ovals were everywhere, 100's of them!
Angus had no chance to find the legendary Mc Griddle by sight. Angus closed his eyes following the delicious smells in the air. Angus recognized some of the delicious smells, the sausage muffin, the egg mcmuffin and others that he had in his days. But one smell dominated over all the others. This smell was different, unique, at once Angus knew this was the Mc Griddle. Angus ran towards this smell as fast as he could. The closer Angus got to the Mc Griddle the more defined the smell became. Angus was able to smell each piece of the delicious Mc Griddle, the maple syrup, the crispy back, the marinated bun and even the sausage which was to die for! Angus got closer and closer. Finally Angus opened his eyes to reveal his goal in front of him. Angus climbed atop of the Mc Griddle and sunk his teeth into the juicy Mc Griddle. Hours and hours passed as Angus enjoyed the supreme greatness of this food.
After Angus’s binge of the legendary food he climbed under the counter and strung up a cocoon for himself. After many days, Angus emerged from his cocoon and stretched his new found wings. Angus had become a butterfly. With Angus’s new wings he took flight and flew home to spend out the rest of his days sharing his story of the Mc Griddle.
Dec. 9th, 2005 @ 12:03 am
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Well, lets see... i thought i was awsome.... i thought i was trying hard. Ok i got shot down about the relationship. What a bummer you know? but i was fine, i got through it fine, thought maybe if i just waited... things might cool off you know?? Am i thick headed??? Did i do something wrong?? Was there a hint that she didn't want to talk to me anymore. hmmmmm maybe i should have just took a hint and stopped calling her. Its not like i called her 24/7. Just to maybe hang out, or talk ya know? Even if it was only like.... heh i would love to talk but i got hw. Or something like that... buuuttttt noooooooooo!!!!!!!!! Nothing like that, that would just be to easy wouldn't it??? of course it would be that would mean i got the hint right!?!?!?!?!?!?!? NOOOO she had to have her FUCKING friend call me back and be like "DON'T CALL MY GIRL" W/E blow ME!!!! i thought i picked a girl w/ some compassion and feeling, yeah!!! thats funny.... She's just like all the others..... Right and just so that everyone knows... im talking about Katie Kup. Yup thats her. I thought i was a kind and caring friend that was only looking out for her, maybe a little something more. But nope, i asked, she said no. OK, no, i can deal with that, rejection sux but its a part of life right? ok right! But does dating rejection also mean that the person dosen't even wanna be friends??? Really, tho guys, this is barely the tip of my anger and sadness. But if i really said what i was thinking more then likely many many ppl would hate me! and even worse i would prolly get kicked off of LJ. So my tounge will be held and i will just sort it out later.... Now anyones comments are compleatly welcome as i don't care wether u think im a asshole or not, don't put it! plez i have a pretty low esteem as it is and i don't need someone with lower self esteem bringing me down. So IF i missed anything put it! KATIE if maybe this is just a misunderstanding, right now i don't really care. Im not obessesed, i will say i like u, even if u are the biggest bitch in the world. I Really hope u find someone that u can beat down w/ words cause by the sounds of it thats kinda whatcher looking for.
Now josh, yeah lingerfelt! im sorry i didn't take your word. I thought that maybe just because she was your EX. u would have harsh feelings towards her. But not for one second, untill now, did i actully relize that u told the truth all the time!!!
Now im sorry, that u read this. I really am.... but u didn't have to. This is just some ranting kid (yes kid... i'll never be a grown up... never!!) saying whats on his mind...
My Mood:
Upset
Confused
Dissappointed
Sad
Just because im all of those dosen't mean i don't have manners. Goodnight everyone (includeing u Katie) i really hope u have sweet dreams, since i don't dream there will be no problems. Now im going to retreat to my dungeon and lock myself up for the night. Goodnight everyone, i'll see u tomarrow!
Dec. 6th, 2005 @ 09:13 pm
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